A Confession

PPl do confess, i have done something which i can not even confess father, but today i want to confess something which i have done. father i am very sorry i know i am the only human that is not a human any more, father i want to confess it. and i do not want to absolve because my life is miserable now neither i am afraid of you and your tyranny, but i want to confess because i have made lives miserable and am unable to apologise as they are not there now, i know father i feel sorry because i did not meant it the way it will be. they are not any-more for me there wishing and hugging me. i know father you will one day come to me and drown me in those dark shadows but i am not afraid, i have already fallen in that sarcasm which engulfs the light of life.
father i am sorry, my deeds are the cause and i am the result and blame only myself not those lives.
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I DO NOT WANT TO CONFESS ANY MORE NOW FATHER.

Nai ZIndgi Mubarak

Apko Nai zindgi Mubarak Ho....... always stay happy :)))

Ubuntu 9.10 available to download now

UBUNTU 9.10 is officially released, now you can freely download it from http://www.ubuntu.com/getubuntu/download (if the link does not work copy and paste it in the address bar of ur browser) enjoy the free ride in the world of OS.

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being a ubuntu user for past one year i have suggested a lot of people to try the philosphy of free software and humanity for others. i remmeber when i tried linux for the first time as a desktop user it was difficult for me to utilize it as i want it, but when i tried ubuntu i felt a freedom to do whateva i want to, with a simple and motivating way. i started using it and till now i have learned alot in it u don need to go for some special course, all u need is open your help document and read everything is there, even free tutorials are available. and u will find it fun when u will try it. for ma satisfaction i have installed kubuntu and xubuntu as well. if u want your pc to be fast try xubuntu and kde lovers should experience kubuntu, most of all u will find another interesting thing in this ubuntu tree and thats Ubuntu Studio you can check it ba urself if u want some multimedia flavour in ur ubuntu. stay cool

i Have tO write it

bedtimes stories don do anything now, music, YES i am listening it but has no effect on ma soul. books, literature, poetry everything is useless. there is no sound of relief...... petals waving and dancing flowers all gone. i hear just one sound giggling in ma ears
TOOOOOOOOON pause TOOOOOOOOON pause TOOOOOOOOOON pause TOOOOOOOOON pause. this sound not leaving me safe anymore, scattered thoughts, tired mind & self, and then again its morning had to walk and talk and walk and walk. i am fully scattered and pretending that strenghth is still with in me. i can not realize that everything is nomore for me .... i am not the kid used to be now people are expecting that i am grown up they want ma fantasies they want that i should come out of maself HOW COME,,,, i am not and i don wanna be. i still love the fantasies i am having and i will freely live em all. i knew oneday they are goin to realize i am right as a free man i can live the way i want..... ive created these fantasies ive lived em up and i will not leave em neither will they. whateva you think may be right but i am having ma own life

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Eman Pix in Peshawar